Siti, for you.

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My tuesday were very errr nice and relaxing. Nothing much, I promise myself to atleast bring myself ‘out of M321′ one of these days. Infact I did! With this annoying girl who actually decide to cancel this wonderful plan. Fuck her. So anyway, we still meet and enjoyed that err 3-4hours in island.

Water, Float, Hotdogs, Crabmeats, Fishballs, Cadbury Marble, Nerds!, Seaweed Crackers, Chicken Crackers, Apple Cranberry Juice!, 2cute boys, Tuesdays with Morrie!

Yes, that amount of food and us and my nonsense and her nonsense=wonderful tuesday! I still have my projects undone. Maybe 75%done hahaha. And this girl still having exams mind you. Im so glad today happened. 

I just need sometime alone… maybe not thaaaaat alone. Just sometime to relax before jengjengjengjneg STUDIO PROJECT. I dont know why people want to work with media and design related, Oh shucks! I suckxzxx! Okay okay, I reallllly love media and design. Yeahh, i love that attention! HAHAHA.

Hmmmmm… so oh yes! You all should try Petit Provence. This very exclusive baker shop. NOT VERY EXCLUSIVE LAA. Just something pleasant :D I really love the wasant and croissant, delicious!

I think i cant wait for this week to end. I really need to work on studio project, ugh.

Anyway, i sound so bad calling fida, ‘that girl/this girl’ in my post. She’s fida by the way and I truly love her. HAHAHAHA. 

DKNY.

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I FREAKING WON FIRST BEING A ‘PINK RANGER’. DKNY PARFUM YO!

My 17year old bitch.

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Dearest Nurul/ Eka or whatever bitch hahaha,

Its less than a year i know you and how random was our first ‘meet up’ The flea days, the squeezing creative juices out of our brains for the flea. The planning. and such, THE PROFIT!

And then we move on, closer. We know each other better, gossipz and sharing stories. The funny jokes and whatever nots. 

The beautiful shots! How bimbotic you are, OMG! Thanks so much for everything!

I love you and please know that im always here if you need help, whatever help you need, im here for you, ALWAYS!

Have a fun 17th birthday and be  a good girl… NOT! hahahah, enjoy this boring year and then move on to 18 next year. I may not be the first to wish you but you are always close to me you know that. DO YOU FEEL SPECIAL THAT A PRETTY PRINCESS WHISES YOU CLOSE TO THE END OF YOUR 17?!?!?! I know right!

LOVE YOU A LOT AH BITCH!

K ah aku nak tidur ah bai!

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You know its good to have all of us together doing work together. This week was FUCKING HECTIC! I was damn busy and was sleeping over @Weili’s and stay over with the boys @NYP. 

We were encouraging each other and it was awesome to have this people around. AWWWW, I LOVE MY BOYS! Oh eys, I forget to tell you all. We were taking a break before doing work yesterday and I saw my eyecandy, he is so cute! Alalalalalala! See, so hardworking, lucky, fortunate to to sleepover on school. Oh his name is ‘L’ ^.^

You know the feeling of submitting every project submissions?! Its awesome! IM LEFT WITH 3 WEEKS OF SCHOOL, 3D MAX and studio project, just when i need some rest, BALAK LAGI SATU, BESAR PUNYA BALAK DATANG!

And finally, i love ‘L’ and ‘K’ too of course hehehehehe.

Beloved TWO.

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You know I have been always love reunions. And catch ups and stuff like that. Someone asked if I was feeling awkward or not? How to feel awkward?! They are one of my kaki gereksxzx still siol. 

Last wednesday, I was feeling so shagged and my right brain wasnt working well, it hurts BADDDD. I must stop all these sleepoevers but i need them, I CANT DO WORK ALONE! I need my boys haha gatal punya anak! Ok and so, do you remember atiq? I met her in Singapore Malaysia Camp II and it was like err 3 to 4 years ago you know?! We shouted like mad girls at bugis, infront of topshop. DAMNNN NOISY! We had dinner at Al-Majlis Cafe at Arab St and catch up a lot. There werent any awkward moments, werent any pauses. We just continue talking talking and talking! Had swensens ice creams for dessert and chill all he way. I dont want to part. But that bitch’s eye giving her problems, so we had to part. I dont know but when the first time I met her, 3years ago. I could see our similarities and guess what! WE EVEN WORE THE FREAKING SAME RING ON THE SAME FINGER LAST WEDNESDAY! And her bestfriend will be in maritime business in SP which is fida’s course. You see!!! We are so ‘close’ to each other. Atiq and I think a like and i love it! Even tho both of us is a bit slow, but stilllllll! We even went in to the same course only that she is in RP and im stuck at NYP. She got 20 by the way, same like me. IF SHE CHOSE NYP FIRST THAN RP, WE WOULD HAVE BEEN IN THE SAME COURSE! 

Today, I met paola. Late dinner @Changi Airport, POPEYES YO! It was noisy and loud and nothing but gossipz and boyfriends and life. We were crapping all the 3hours! If not because of the last bus, we would have stayed longerrr! Its been 2years already! I remembered going down punggol just to drag her ass off to study for Olevels and even if anyone is going to bring her down or what nonsense, I will always look up on this girl because she had the courage most of you dont have and she is one very strong girl i’ve met. She helped me in many things from boyfriends to friends to bestfriends and i love this bond we have. I love how we always dream about things to happen. I remembered once i think in sec2, we were dreaming to have old but rich husbands, having ferrari and big bungalows and such. OMG! That was crazy! Pao, please know that im always here for you. Paris okay? Dont forget! ^.^

I will never forget atiq and paola because these 2 people are just special even if we live so far away from each other, we still keep track of each other’s lifes. I might have no time to meet them but they are always here in my heart,  closer to my left boobie ^.^

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Another sleepover?

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No, its not really a sleepover for me because I promised myself to stay up, I AM STILL UP NOW! Its like already 5.54! My goddd! Im like listening to HS snoring, fucking 

loud siaaa this guy snoreeee! TSK! I cant do my typo. Oh anyway this is jsut like errrr sidetrack? We had cheap food, macs delivery and tetttt the delivery man is not handsome, TK SUKA! The sky is so beaustiful by the way. We planned to watch the sky and blabla shitzzz but look! EVERYONE IS ASLEEEEEP NOWWW! UGH!

Okay which is good because I’m done with the video editzzzz. Now like left with 3D and UCD! Omg!!!! Im so blessed today, with boys all around me, i feel like a PIMP…nottttt! Weili keep on snoozing the alarm which is soo irritating, I NEED TO PEE ASSHOLE! 

Oh yes, we’re at weili’s by the way and I 

can’t go out because, Im scared of ‘the red lights’ outside and what happens if the aunty woke up and saw me sneaking in the toilet, CONFIRMMMM SCARRRYYYY! 

Ahmad keep on waking up and asking what song is this and whats the lyrics like? WTF?!!?! I dont understand my boysss now! WHATS HAPPENING TO THE WORLD!!!! Okay, im definitely exaggerating hahaha. 

BUT REALLY WAKE UP BOYSSSS, DO YOUR WORKKKKKKKKK! UGHHHH!


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Okay i need to sleep now bai! Let’s hope i can wake up at 730am! HOPE HOPE HOPE HOPE!

Complicated but not so.

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I missssssss youuuuuuuuuuuuu but……………………

I never want to see you unhappy.

 

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I decided to be pretty yesterday because I dont know what else to wear and my mum thought I went for a date and that Im fasting hahahaha! I dont see any connection at all but that’s what she said. I was err late and I was screaming in my room asking for help from no one else except for the mirror and jengjengjeng….. But not bad ah hahahahaha.

School was alright these days and nothing much happened. Ive yet to download windows in Mary Kate but thats later please, I must get going with typography because its borderline, remember?

We got our audio and video production results and I thought it was not bad because we had problems with the shootings and then the timing also! the edittings, final cut pro didnt want to cooperate with us at the very last minute, last minute means the day before submission! I was toooo tired already and I know i had to bring everything home and edit it myself because I am the talent. I thought it was cool but tettttt! I was already tired and when I reach school the next day, we found one very obvious msitake, sucks? NO TIME TO DO THE FLOOR PLAN ALREADY! But we manage to pull trough with a C+ WHO NOT HAPPY SIAL?!

Oh anyway, im sick. Im having this baddddd itch at the throat and then my nose is blocked! and my head is spinning, I gave away sam to weili.. aww poor stick! 

And when Im sick…. you know what I yearn for? Tsk, this is bad.

Im trying not to think about you, can you just let me be?

Today was fine a really fine one. I had typography lesson and FUCKYEAHHHH i came school for nothing because I didnt present. Thank God for the bridge lepak with coolkids. 

We had shooting again and thanks godddd for the passerby views. I think Im friendly la kan, so okay la kan. There were so many break in between hehehe. We talked about many things.. about tatoo and this really excites me! ^.^ I cant wait to witness weili getting his first tatz, YES! I MUST BE THERE TO ACCOMPANY MY BABY LITTLE CUTEY BOY!

We had Kampong Glam Cafe after that and some random talks like normal. You know our little or big chats may be just laughters but that is what important for me.

I need to tell you a secret but I cant just do that. 

Im sorry I just have to.

Just one night.

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Shooting was fine, im so lazy to talk about what happened. Elis was fine but I know they can do better, maybe the place! Tsk! Oh yes, thanks so much deepak for having me to interview, THANKS SO MUCH FOR TRUSTING ME.. US I MEAN!

We had sheesha then we were planning on dirty dares. Like stripping and licking, tounge slapping and such and I cant wait to see the boys doing so. Im so on… or not? Hmm theres so many upcoming camps and my god i cant wait! I JUST TO END THIS FUCKING WHOLE SEMESTER AND GRADUATE TO YEAR 2! Oh by the way do you realised that tomorrow is monday and its moving fast? Tsk. Okla good right?

Is there such a thing as love at first sight?
I didn’t know, until I laid eyes on you.
How is it possible to have this feeling for you?
My Love has no limits, no color, and no race.

Just if true love have no lies
Then maybe I would have fallen in love
Prove to me that love is more than just lies, can you?

Tell me; prove me!

Okay above is err random, a very random poem I made. I couldnt believe it but relax im still cool. I was asking one of my boys about being attached and such. He said why not? (adding in that yan is cute hahahaha!) I was asking another one and he said nope, he dont want to because he just want to have sex. Its funny how these boys and I have our chit chat session in the last train. I was thissssss clsoe to just flag a cab but I no money, i sho shad! :(

Okay that was side track. And they asked me about being attached and I said, tetttttt! I dont know if im ready or not or its just me being me with my 7-year-plan HAHAHA. I dont know if the right one will accept me because first, i have a lot of dirty secrets. Second, i love my boys and that means i cant hanky panky with them anymore. Third, i dont want to commit. Fourth, its not love if theres lyings and whatsoever in that thing you call love. Fifth, im so tired of hearing the same things boys and their nonsense. Okay maybe i can take that nonsense as a criteria because I love nonsense boys. Sixth, theres no more boys who are good in bed, im serious! Seventh, now gays are the in thing i cant find a good straight man tsk!. Eighth, i will only like LIKE, i say LIKE boys with muscles and tan and wear specs and yes I found one just now heheheh BUT STILL I WANT MORE! tsk! Ninth, i think i forgot how to be in relationship, OH OH! Tenth, im busy and i just dont want to love.

HEHEHE I KNOW RIGHT I TOUCHED HIS ARMS AWWWWW! LIKE REALLY! AND THAT FUCKING AHMAD COULDNT STFU HE SAID ‘AWWWWW!’ But i like eh? Hi yan, Im nazjayy and Im pretty good in bed, grr! ^.^ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!